maryjane1432Jul 23, 20224 min readMy little love…I’d like to get some things off my chest. This post, while morbid, is also very cathartic for me. I apologize if this triggers any...
maryjane1432Apr 22, 20224 min readTen MonthsA significant date is fast approaching. I’m trying my hardest to not let my emotions get the best of me but as May 3, 2022 rounds the...
maryjane1432Nov 27, 20215 min readButterfliesButterflies started specifically capturing my attention on July 8, 2015. It was the day before the first round of the U.S Womens Open at...
maryjane1432Aug 21, 20214 min readLonelyWe are still in the hospital and its nothing short of an absolute hell. Listening to your child howl in pain from a brain injury every...
maryjane1432Jul 22, 20213 min readAgonyIve contemplated whether I wanted to continue to write this blog. It’s been hard to come up with the proper words to describe what we...
maryjane1432Jul 14, 20213 min readDesperationJust when I thought I hit the lowest of my lows, today happened. While getting her breathing tube out was a step in the right direction,...
maryjane1432Jul 10, 20213 min readWaiting...Last night was the worst night of sleep I had in the hospital. Instead of my normal 3 hours in the recliner, I got 1.5. Exhaustion has...
maryjane1432Jul 8, 20213 min read5 daysHave you ever cried in the arms of a stranger? I haven't. Yesterday, I sobbed in the arms of a stranger. The cathartic release of...
maryjane1432Jul 6, 20214 min readThe Long Journey BeginsI never thought I would be able to correctly identify the beeping of monitors and machines in a cold hospital room. After all, the first...